“His what?” Lestat shouted.
Armand
winced slightly. “This woman was Daniel's wife when he was mortal.”
Lestat
and Louis looked completely shocked. Neither one of them could say
anything for a minute. This allowed Armand time to consider how he
was going to explain the rest of it.
Lestat
was about to speak again, when Louis touched him on the arm to silence
him. Lestat looked sharply at Louis and then nodded. Louis
then shifted his attention over to Armand. He asked softly, “Why
didn't we know about this woman before now?”
Lestat
interjected, “Yes, and why did we never see this woman in his mind?”
Armand considered both of
these questions. “Louis, no one knows about her, except Daniel and
me, and now you. And Lestat, Daniel keeps her image buried deep in
his mind.”
Louis
asked, “How did you find out about her, Armand?”
Armand
responded, “I discovered her existence while Daniel was still mortal. It
took me quite by surprise.”
“And?”
Lestat pushed, more gently now. He sensed that this was a sore spot
for Armand.
Armand
looked at Lestat, noting how the blonde's voice had softened. He
smiled slightly, and then answered, “We happened to be in one of our night
classes together, music appreciation, I believe.” His eyes twinkled
a bit, “Of course, this was before you came out with that rot you call
music.”
Louis
tried unsuccessfully to stifle a snicker, and Lestat gave Armand his prettiest,
full-fanged grin. He laughed a little, and then said, “Never mind
that, Armand, go on.”
Armand
grinned (yes grinned) at Lestat for a split second longer before his face
grew serious again. He opened his mind to Lestat and Louis and began
sending them images. “Anyway, as I was saying, we were in a music
appreciation class when our topic of the evening was, I swear, rock music
of the late sixties to mid-70's.........”
One
Night, Twenty or so years ago...
“Armand,
hurry up!” Daniel shouted. “It's almost time for class. I've
been looking forward to this lecture.”
I
'm coming, Daniel. Be patient, Daniel heard in his head.
I'm
trying, Daniel thought back at Armand.
“I
am ready to go now,” Armand spoke up from the stairway. He was in
his student mode...hair pulled back in a tail, jeans, T-shirt, and tennis
shoes.
Daniel practically shoved
Armand out the door...not a simple feat seeing that he was only mortal.
Armand
was happy to see that Daniel was happy tonight. He was glad that
there were going to be no fights. He intended to make sure that nothing
happened to cause one.
When
they arrived at school, the lecture was just about to begin. The
professor was passing out handouts showing an outline of rock bands from
1967-1976. The professor proceeded to discuss songs that dealt with
love gone bad, and lost loves. All of a sudden, Armand felt an intense
wave of sadness emanating from Daniel.
Armand
looked over at Daniel, and he was shocked to see that tears were streaming
down Daniel's face. Armand looked into Daniel's thoughts, and what
he saw stunned him. A woman's face was in the center of Daniel's
thoughts.
“Daniel,”
he hissed, “what's wrong?”
Daniel
looked with tear-filled eyes at Armand. “What?” he asked.
Armand,
really concerned now, put his arm around Daniel's shoulders, which were
shaking with sobs. “Let's go,” he commanded. He helped Daniel
to his feet, and he noticed that the professor was giving him a concerned
look. Armand reassured the professor that everything was all right
by giving him a slight nod.
Armand
helped Daniel out of the classroom, and when they got outside of the building,
Daniel collapsed on the sidewalk. The sobs sounded as if they were
being ripped from his soul. Armand didn't know he could help his
beloved, so he just put his arm around him. Daniel buried his head
into Armand's shoulder and cried. After a few minutes, Armand noticed
that the sobs were beginning to subside. “Are you ready to talk about
it?” he asked gently.
Daniel
looked up and smiled slightly. He looked so child-like...smiling
through his tears. He nodded at Armand, and sat up. “Who is the woman,
beloved? The one I saw in your mind?”
Daniel
stiffened, and then relaxed a bit. “She is, I mean, she was, my wife.”
Armand, surprised, said, “But
you have no wife.”
Daniel
nodded, “Not anymore. When I began my travels with you, I made her
think I was dead.”
“Why
would you do that, beloved?” Armand asked, gently.
“To
be completely honest, I didn't want her to be exposed to you and the other
vampires out there. I was afraid that you might hurt her if you knew
of her existence,” Daniel said, the sobs still shaking his body a little.
“I'm
hurt that you didn't tell me about her before, but that was probably wise.
I won't share you with anyone,” Armand said stubbornly.
That
brought a smile to Daniel's face. “I know, love. But tonight's class
made me realize how desperately I miss her. Jamie is her name.
She was my best friend,” Daniel said, “we grew up together. We were
high school and college sweethearts. We married just after college.
We were very happy together, at least, until I began my night travels looking
for stories. That she didn't understand, but she wouldn't give me
any trouble over it. She trusted me implicitly....and look at how
I've betrayed her.”
Armand
shook his head. “You didn't betray her...you saved her. You loved
her enough to let her go, didn't you? You showed more strength than
I ever could. I'd never give up anything I love, because I seldom
find anything worth loving. You are my beloved and my best friend,
Daniel. If I have never said that before now, please forgive me,”
Armand said.
Daniel
smiled lovingly at Armand, and then said, “Let's go home. I'm tired.”
“Anything
you wish, beloved,” Armand said, “but one thing, would you like me to find
out how she is doing and where she is?”
Daniel
stopped walking and looked at Armand. He violently shook his head.
“No,”
he said, “absolutely not. I do not want her exposed to this world
I've gotten myself into at all.”
Armand
nodded in satisfaction, “Okay, Daniel. I won't try to find her.”
Daniel
seemed to accept this, and they began to walk back to their hotel. Armand
thought to himself, if I have to keep tabs on this woman, I will.
But for now, I'll leave
her be........."
Armand
ceased the images coming from his mind. Lestat and Louis looked at
him with twin expressions—of understanding mixed with sadness. Armand
noticed that Louis had tears standing in his eyes, and that Lestat looked
more subdued than usual. He asked them, “Now do you know why I need
your help, Lestat? I've seen this woman with my own eyes, here in
New Orleans, and she's powerful. Very powerful.”
Lestat
waved off Armand's question, “Of course, I'm going to help you. That was
never in doubt....I'm too curious not to.” He looked at Louis, who
nodded in agreement. “But what I want to know is, are you going to
tell Daniel any of this?”
“Not
yet....” he stated, but before Lestat could utter a single syllable, he
continued, “not until I find out her intentions and exactly how much she
knows.”
That
seemed to pacify Lestat who asked, “So, Armand, what do you want to do
first?”
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